Finally, looking BACK, I know why I have been always HAPPY! My heart sings.

To clarify, there have been a few periods of time in my life when the song disappeared. I couldn’t identify what was wrong. Circumstances weren’t creating the unrest, but the song was gone.

In spite of life’s challenges, I have always known that the song needed to be sung. It registered with my face, my choices, actions and decisions. My life has not been one that others would look at and say “oh my, she has accomplished so much”…..nor would they say “look at what she has overcome!” I’m not a poster child.

Regardless of where I have been in my life…..early marriage, children, working world, caretaker…..there was an underlying joy. I have a deep seated peace. I believe, with every dna cell in me, that God rules my life. He loves me, wants the very best for me. In every circumstance I can rejoice. There is meaning to my life—wherever I am planted. I cannot control what happens to me—-but I can control my choices. This makes me strong, in the Lord.

I am content. God has given me contentment. The Holy Spirit abides within me and the joy is ever present. For those few moments I couldn’t recognize that joy, it returns when I turn my eyes back to His glory! I bubble up inside with laughter. Music is my special language—straight to heaven.

Life changes. Quickly. However, the road ahead is always clear. Contentment comes with a knowledge of God’s love and care for me. I can’t guarantee that there’s a plan…..but it sure seems that way! Some days I need my “God glasses” on to see that the road is clear…. CLEAR. At 75 years of age, finally I know why my heart sings…..I trust in Him. Unrest is not necessary.

I am content.